Empty-ness. =E

Urgh, i feel so empty and emo now,, i just found out thet some of my friends reli reli hate me. and i found out theat i also hate my life, VERY MUCh.

• c, when i was small, my parents divorsed.
• then after that, my father re-married.
• here comes my step-sis!
• then life's starting to get worst.
• one of my aunt borrow tai yee long money.
• and her ic got my "father side add"
• they can't find herr, so the tai yee longs come to my house.
• then me and my bro need to stay with my mom.
• WORST, my grandpa passed.
• now is quite okay..
• but i'm suspecting my mom dating.
• i don't mind herr dating, but i THINK that guy is married.
• i don't reli wish my mom would ruin other ppl's family.
• cuz dat's what i've been thu.
• to tell the truth, i'm only 14 (13++)
• my life is already half broken.
• funny huh?
• and now, i found out some of my friggin friends start to hate me.

Thanks for reading. Hope u guys are leading a better life. i'm a happy person and i belive i'll get tru dis.

jesse mccartny :)

LYRICS:
Girl,There's something 'bout me that you ought to know.I've never felt the need to lose control.Always held on back and played it slow.But not this time.Baby, don't be gentle,I can handle anything.Baby,Take me on a journey.I've been thinking lately,I could use a little time alone with you.Crazy,Let's do something, maybe.Please don't take your time,You got me,Right where you want me.Girl,I'm gonna let you have your way with me.But when you move like that,Its hard to breathe.I never thought that it could be like this,But I was wrong.Baby, don't be gentle,I can handle anything.Baby,Take me on a journey.I've been thinking lately,I could use a little time alone with you.Crazy,Let's do something, maybe.Please don't take your time,You got me,Right where you want me.Can't explain it,How you swept me off my feet, unexpectedly.In slow motion,My imagination's running, trying to keep my body still,I can hardly stand the thrill.Baby, don't be gentle,I can handle anything.Baby,Take me on a journey.I've been thinking lately,I could use a little time alone with you.Crazy,Let's do something, maybe.Please don't take your time,You got me,Right where you want me.

correction!

corrections for posts.
DAVID ARCHULETA,
not
DAVID ARTULETA.
thanks.

ME.

okkayy, this, is moi.
sorry if i'm ulgy. not my fault. lol





this is my other me. abit lala tho.






i was on a freaking boat!






i dono what were i doing. posing i guess.

LOLX. that's all.

...WOOTS!

Woots! exam's finally overrrrrr!
no NOOOOOOO!!
David Artuleta lost to damned cook! (no offence)

stayed up till 2 yesterdayy night.. gosh.. damn tired. lol

here's my --PERFECT SOLUTION-- (my science are SO improving)

david artuleta = damn cute + talented . (even you din't win i'd still support u!)

jesse mcCartny = damn hawt + can sing! ( thank god the blonde is gone, you loook betterrr!)

show luo = damn sweet + can dance + can sing! ( you're damn great!)

da killer of da week --- EXAM!!! and cute guys. =D

Exam's a killer, mid term is hard! even moral is! gosh mann, die lorhhh~

Cute guys - DAVID ARTU guy frm american idol is so CUTE! =D
- Jesse mcCartny is hotter than boiling water! lolx

Happy Mom-ayh's dayyyy!

Mom-ayh's day is herre!! and i haven't get any present .. due to the VERY VERY bad TIMING.. haix, but i made a fantastic-o card for herr and she heart it!!! hehhehe, i'll just get her the present next week, which is the EXAM weeek . WTH is wrong wit the timing? i haven't study yet! Cuz i din't know that .. will happend and all my books are still in locker. (GREAT! uurrgghh) blahhhhhh!!!!! URRRGGGHHHH!!!!! i think dat's all.

shadupp*

world's best grandfather!

Worlds Best Graphic Comments





AND I'LL MISS U!!!!

Tim33.

Time flies when you're having fun,
time stops whaen you're trying to hide,,
HIDE WHAT?
the tears from my eyes.

haixx.

haix, the thing i wish that would never happen just happended this morning..

guess wha?, i'm in some memorial place .. my grandpa just passed this morning,
uuuurrrrggghhhh.

shadupp*

correction.

correction 4 my last post,, LIVE.

" my grandmother was shouting"

not ....................... shoting.

and another part,
"sorry 4 my grandfather ........... when he's old."
not .....................................and his old.

Live.

Live.
i just found out that life isn't really fair.
haha, life's NEVER fair.

this morning while my mom fetch me and my brother to school she told me a shocking news.
My grandfather was in the hospital, he did a operation on his brain, he got a storke.
and the doctor said the operation was okay.
Everybody was glad...

Until today when i was home alone with my brother while everyone (my mom, grandmother and my two uncles , one with his gf) was at the hospital ( coz me and my broo just came back frm school and we needed to shower, so we stayed home).
My mom called me and told me that she'll be coming back later, i had a badd feeling abt it.

and she came back around 7 sumthing just nw, and took me and my bro to dinner, on our way there, my mom told me that my grandfater is not in a good condition now, and it's kinda badd.

i din't really tot it was such big case ( cuz i wasn't there and din't reli understanded what happened to him - my grandfather) until just now.

I was upstairs and wanted to go downstairs to tell my uncle something and hesrd my grandmother crying badly, she was talking/screaming something in hakka, i din't understand what were she saying, but i understand a few of them, it was her shoting my grandfather's name and said something, like come back or something like that, i heard it and i was..
sorry for her crying,
sorry for my grandfather suffering so much and his old,
sorry for my mom ( she's so tired and all) ,
sorry.
i was so sorry.

even tho i'm not reli close to them i still wanted to cry, it's a SAD, SAD thing to hear.

and evrn tho, i'm a buddist, i still wish all the other gods bless him.

GET WELL SOON, GONG GONG (that's what i call him).
get well ASAP.
i miss u.

your grand-daughter,
3rin low.

Smile?

Whatt do U do when you loose your laughter?

Cry to yourself in da toilet?

Pray to the MOO GOD right there?

i'm choosing ..

NONE.

stresssss~~

makamakamakamakamaka..

Very stressful mow'a daiz.
cuz..
Exam's cumin up!!

anyways this sunday is mother's day?
what shudda do?
??

take mom to muvees??

i NEED to go out and get her prresent ASAP!!!!!

OMGGGGG!!

Gawd! their filming 'the clique'
this is sooo gonna b coolllll~
muakxxxx*

Novels are ah-maZing!

I LOVE reading novels!
And i just finished the 4th book from the series -- the clique, which is "invasion of the boy snatchers"

it soo damned-it aw-sommeeee!!

these are one of the lines/joke (kinda mean ones) i lykkk..

1. Are you a poor dressmaker?
- Then why are you riping off my material?!

2. Do you work at 114?
- Coz that's too much infomation!
( a girl said that she should'nt be at a conter named virgin sumthing, i 4got)

3. Hav you been hanging out with 50 cents l8ly?
- Then since when did you learn to rap?
( coz one of the girls was wrapping sumthing)

it's kinda harsh but, their joking.

correction!

Due to my last post i found out that i spelled someone's name incorrectly.

it's Mariah Carey.
not Mariah Carie.


giggles*

what i've been doing lately..

- figure-ing out blogspot.
- trying to use youtube (i can't connect it!)
- studying (exam's comin up baby!)
- typing (duhh)
- trying to use friendster. (i just don't noe y i can't connect it)
- sighing every 5 minutes.
- reading novels. LOTS of them.
- acting smart, which i'm NOTT.
- HOLD ON. i'm NOT dumb. i'm quite a smartie.
- getting confused.
- still typing
- msn-ing
- figure-ing out y mariah carie ( i noe i spelled her name wrongly) has such big boobs. (no offence)

let's see...

That's all that i couls think offff*
mua kaka.
byes then.