Live.

Live.
i just found out that life isn't really fair.
haha, life's NEVER fair.

this morning while my mom fetch me and my brother to school she told me a shocking news.
My grandfather was in the hospital, he did a operation on his brain, he got a storke.
and the doctor said the operation was okay.
Everybody was glad...

Until today when i was home alone with my brother while everyone (my mom, grandmother and my two uncles , one with his gf) was at the hospital ( coz me and my broo just came back frm school and we needed to shower, so we stayed home).
My mom called me and told me that she'll be coming back later, i had a badd feeling abt it.

and she came back around 7 sumthing just nw, and took me and my bro to dinner, on our way there, my mom told me that my grandfater is not in a good condition now, and it's kinda badd.

i din't really tot it was such big case ( cuz i wasn't there and din't reli understanded what happened to him - my grandfather) until just now.

I was upstairs and wanted to go downstairs to tell my uncle something and hesrd my grandmother crying badly, she was talking/screaming something in hakka, i din't understand what were she saying, but i understand a few of them, it was her shoting my grandfather's name and said something, like come back or something like that, i heard it and i was..
sorry for her crying,
sorry for my grandfather suffering so much and his old,
sorry for my mom ( she's so tired and all) ,
sorry.
i was so sorry.

even tho i'm not reli close to them i still wanted to cry, it's a SAD, SAD thing to hear.

and evrn tho, i'm a buddist, i still wish all the other gods bless him.

GET WELL SOON, GONG GONG (that's what i call him).
get well ASAP.
i miss u.

your grand-daughter,
3rin low.