Hello Readers(:heyy yaw! it's
KU CHEAU WEI's bday!
happy bday sweeti.
my goodnes im never frying my own egg.
EVER AGAIN.
maybe i will but at least half a year later.
hha.
you know why?
rmbr my post before this?
yeah abt the salty eggs one.
well it turned out REALLY salty
but i ate most of it too.
abt two freaking salty eggs.
whatthehell.
they brought me pain to my throat!
then this morning -midnight-
i woke up at 3.15. needed to pee and my head ached
like crap.
ouch.
it really really hurts.
it still hurts now.
just not as dynamic as this morning.
then i was like dizzy.
my mom asked me if i wanted to stay home n find a doc later.
i insisted to go school.
its cwei's bday.
how can not go.
but when i did.
i kinda regretted.
i ate some med before i went to sch.
so i tot it would b okay.
bt when i arrived sch,
i felt soo weak i could just pass out anytime.
my head hurt like shit.
C and N, J too,
ask abt how am i.
my head hurt so much i didnt have the urge to speak.
i kinda cried a lil bit.
jz a lil tear.
cause it hurt wayy too much.
then here comes the disappointing part.
once cw comes to sch,
evry one left me alone.
my head hurt soo much i feel like crying every 5 mins.
well n i didnt have the urge to get up and greet her.
i hoped she understood.
so i sat n waited at the same spot.
i didnt move a flinch.
my head hurtss.
OUCH.
then they cme back with cwei.
i greet her, wished her.
she said thanks.
thats about all.
i was like,
"what? i came here with my head bursting like
shit and all i get is no caring."
then i threw that thought away
its mean thinking stuff like that abt other ppl.
then assembly started.
i went to line up.
they didnt.
nobody actually cared.
i came to sch bcz it was cwei's bday.
and none of em freaking cared.
all they cared abt is cwei's 2 aussie friends.
are they going to cweis party thingi tmrw.
are they this, are they that.
and i was left all alone infront.
feeling like fainting every second.
i wondered.
if i died tmre,
will they still go to meet cwei's 2 aussie friends
or come to my funeral?
i think their going to meet cwei anyways,
they might think like, 'oh erin's funeral would
always b thr. aussie friends are going back on thurs.'
i hope not.
lol.
then recessed.
no one cared i was effing sick again.
they kept going on and on abt Aussies.
like, GOD.
i feel like dying and here u are,
talking abt Aussies.
NOTE: I DON'T WANT LIKE,
SUPREME ATTENTION,
ALL I WANTED WAS LIKE,
SOME COMFORTING WORDS TO KINDA CHILL
ME DOWN.
well no comforting words anyways.
i bet if one of em caught this tiny tiny flu,
they'd freak out and give em a hug,
make food for them,
comfort them,
feed them,, etc.
oh right.
i am disappointed.
did you even noticed that?
AT LEAST, cwei gave me a hug.
knowing that i came to sch all sick bcz of her.
thanks cwei.
at least someone cared.
and jj and jotce cared.
thanks you guys,
i meant the ones who actually cared.
jj and joyce treated me really good
when i told them how sick i was.
credits to jj, joyce n cwei.
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i really love you guys,
but im jz so disappointed.
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anyways,
happy bday again, dear <3.


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